Some emotional, some material, some illusional. We seek so many things, some for obvious reasons, yet some for puzzling subtle occurrences you might never figure out. That intuitive initiative that mysteriously commands that bandwagon for that endless search, sometimes with so much resistance.

There is no time for contemplation nor procrastination.

Yet, there are times we feel so strong, but so wrong.

We can laugh it off , but we know it still bugs that small part of us that ain't letting it dissolve into our sea of thoughts. We make decisions, we have resolutions but we fail to stand by these decisions and resolutions that could have induced so many lessons life bestowed us with.

For a simple reason: Fear.

Fear for failures, fear of dismal and sadness that comes along unfortunately. We will do anything and everything to escape these adversities. But undeniably, there are that so many times we are trapped within that vicious cycle of our own. One that we unconsciously created.

Facing problems are one of that few instinctive abilities that mankind are equipped with. With a snap of our fingers, these problems can vanish. But it would be all a matter of choice: To be happy and satisfied, or to be adventurous and capitalise, hoping we can get the the most out of it.

Lessons learnt, stay applicable for a long time. I would definitely avoid making the same mistakes again.

Easier said than done. We do have our many foolish moments that we fail to listen and observe to sieve the rightness in it.

And on the festive mood, wishing you a Merry Christmas. :)